On the plus side, we had our first mail delivery in Awassa. Two packages arrived successfully in the college PO box; one from Amazon (only £14 p&p for two small books!) and one from a friend, Sue. Her package included a selection of fruit teabags (unavailable here), blu tack (completely unknown in Ethiopia) and a bar of Green & Blacks chocolate. Decent chocolate simply doesn't exist here, although we can get half-decent Snickers. Quite cleverly Sue didn't declare the chocolate on the customs notification. We know from other people that chocolate and other goodies are often knicked. The most bizarre was somebody who was sent a package of six toblerone and on arrival, one was missing! Todays delivery was eyewateringly delicious. The post office notified the college about our Amazon package today while claiming it actually arrived on the 15th. We therefore had to pay a "storage charge" of 5 birr for the 15 days they had to "look after it for us". Hmmmm...
Thursday, March 30, 2006
On the plus side, we had our first mail delivery in Awassa. Two packages arrived successfully in the college PO box; one from Amazon (only £14 p&p for two small books!) and one from a friend, Sue. Her package included a selection of fruit teabags (unavailable here), blu tack (completely unknown in Ethiopia) and a bar of Green & Blacks chocolate. Decent chocolate simply doesn't exist here, although we can get half-decent Snickers. Quite cleverly Sue didn't declare the chocolate on the customs notification. We know from other people that chocolate and other goodies are often knicked. The most bizarre was somebody who was sent a package of six toblerone and on arrival, one was missing! Todays delivery was eyewateringly delicious. The post office notified the college about our Amazon package today while claiming it actually arrived on the 15th. We therefore had to pay a "storage charge" of 5 birr for the 15 days they had to "look after it for us". Hmmmm...
Monday, March 27, 2006
My first week as a HDL. I was taken to visit two schools this morning by Mesfin, a teacher educator and the college timetabler. Both were government schools which teach 1st and 2nd cycle (Grades 1 – 4 and 5 – 8). The first school had 2600 pupils and the second more than 3000, both on sites that would easily fit onto part of the school playing field in my previous school. The classrooms looked to me as if they had been bombed. Most of the windows contained broken glass, the rooms were filthy and the walls were completely bare. The smallest class had 71 pupils in a room that was actually smaller than the lab at taught in at Rickmansworth School. Each school had a “pedagogical resources” centre where staff and pupils who make resources store them for others to use. Both rooms contained an amazing collection of handmade models of equipment the pupils (and staff) will never see, such as a microscope made out of cardboard. There were English language posters of human anatomy which were pre-second world war and still in use. One of the schools had managed to find some money six years ago to buy a map of Europe and the Middle East, but they could probably only afford it because the map itself dated from the 1950s! In the first school, the kids uniform was what we at home would call pale blue pajamas. Most were barefoot and some of them had to share a chair. The library in one of the schools had fewer books than I have on a shelf in my house at home. Poverty just screamed out everywhere I went, and yet pupils and teachers take education so seriously
On the way back to Debub College, Mesfin told me his school experience. He came from a rural area and went to a 1st cycle school where they had no shoes, all sat on the floor and there were over 100 pupils in a class. His parents died when he was a child and he then lived with his uncle. His uncle sent him to a private school in Addis Ababa so he had a chance of a decent education. Once he finished school he became responsible for looking after his two sisters. He got a degree (in English) and now teaches in the college while also studying for an M.A. in the Psychology of Special Educational Needs. He is still responsible for his sisters, who live with him, and he divides his salary between them. I feel humbled and full of respect for the many people I’ve met here who work so hard to get an education, which is their only chance of a decent life. Despite the difficulties and obligations of looking after family members, everyone here seems to have a cheerful acceptance of their lot.
When I think of schools at home, one image that pops into my head is textbooks and resources with graffiti on them or other vandalism. I would feel absolutely ashamed and embarrassed for my Ethiopian colleagues to see such things in a UK school. Having spent time in the education system of a country which is so poor and yet where education is taken so seriously, there is something particularly disgusting and morally repugnant about the waste and abuse of resources by pupils at home.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Routine activities such as shopping are never dull here. There’s a particular vegetable shop we go to near the centre of town. Fruit and veg shopping is done the old fashioned way. You tell whoever runs the stall how many kilos you want and they measure it out on old mechanical scales. The staples are tomatoes, onions, garlic, carrots, green beans and cabbage. A kilo each of tomatoes, bananas, onions and carrots costs about 8 birr (approx 50p). Afterwards, as we approached one of the main streets there was a large crowd hanging around with lots of police watching. Our first reaction was to be very wary and nervous, expecting trouble. It turned out to be a bicycle race! There were separate races for women and men who were doing circuits of the main street. The police approach to crowd control here is to hit people with long sticks if they appear to be doing the wrong thing. Watching a curious onlooker being thumped several times with a stick because he was standing in the wrong place was a bit much. At the same time I was stopped by a street beggar who shook my hand (completely standard) and then kissed it (definitely not standard) before asking for money. Having my hand kissed disgusted me, not so much because of hygiene but being treated with such over the top respect and subservience. I know that compared to most Ethiopians I am rich, but being targetted by beggars because they associate Ferenji with money is annoying and guilt-inducing. Although I'm receiving an allowance equivalent to a local salary, I am better off than most people I meet. I have to hold on to the fact that the time and effort I spend here sharing some of my skills and experience is more valuable than any money I might directly donate.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Completed my first piece of work as the second Higher Diploma Leader at
In my now official role as an employee of the college, I attended the third and last of a series of Saturday morning workshops at the college by a visiting education expert from
Fortunately sitting by the lake during the afternoon drinking coffee improved my mood.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
I actually did something useful today! I did the “icebreaker” for the start of Gill’s HD session this afternoon. Now that I officially work for
Observed a physics lesson this morning. A 2nd year diploma class were being taught SHM and wave motion. Just as I experienced yesterday, I enjoyed the mental stimulation while also being interested in how the lesson was conducted. The teacher was very good and didn’t just talk at his students, despite having a class of 56 in a room not much bigger than my previous classroom at home. As usual the resources were blackboard and white chalk. There are no wall displays anywhere in the college. I suggested to the Dean that they use the outside walls of some of the buildings for murals. I’ve seen a school where they have a giant periodic table, a map of the solar system and a map of
My digestive system is starting to behave itself again after several days of sounding like a central heating system with an airlock in it. The diarrhoea has stopped. Just waiting for normal service to resume.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
I also feel better today. Perhaps my own veggie curry on Sunday was to blame (surely not MY cooking...).
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I'm definitely ill with some unidentified bug. My insides are churning, I feel a bit nauseous at times and I have no energy. I helped out with Gill's HD session this afternoon and felt knackered afterwards. Whatever it is, the heat makes me feel worse. I think I'm designed for cold climates.
Monday, March 20, 2006
Perhaps today I’m suffering from prolonged understimulation. My energy level is low, I feel a bit down and completely unmotivated. I’ve managed better than I would have expected, with effectively being unemployed for four weeks now. At home when I’m teaching, what often keeps me going is adrenalin topped up by caffeine. Here I’ve had no demands made of me and I’m as un-adrenalised as I’ve been in a long time. Too much stress in response to a perceived over-demand is not good, but not enough demand is no better. I spent most of today at
The humidity has been high today, which hasn’t helped. This evening, we’re experiencing an incredible thunderstorm and torrential rain. The lightening is amazing.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
Today has consisted of an early morning run, juice at Pinna Café and cooking veggie curry. All this must give a strange impression of living in
Friday, March 17, 2006
Yesterday was a very revealing day. I observed Teydin’s HD session at
As for today, well a lazy morning was ended at lunchtime with a phone call from Margaret. The Federal Police had entered a primary school run by PIN, outside of Awassa, and proceeded to beat up several staff and children. PIN took Margaret (who is based at
So, no partying tonight. We heard later this afternoon fromMargaret that one person was shot and killed by the police at the PIN school, which is only 1km outside of Awassa. VSO advised us to not go out tonight. Frustrating but probably sensible. It's hard to know how serious any of this is. VSO will understandably be cautious but there probably nothing to worry about in Awassa itself.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
If my day with PIN could be compared to a satisfying meal, then my subsequent meeting with the college Dean was the crap cup of coffee which leaves a bitter aftertaste. Teydin, the IFESH vol, had told me in the morning that he wanted to see me. My expectation that he might have something concrete to discuss with me was snuffed out as soon as the meeting started. He still wants me to do Higher Diploma impact assessment (which VSO agree is a non-starter) and is continuing to suggest I teach physics, even though no need has been identified. A half hour phone conversation with my programme manager achieved little, other than her realising how angry and frustrated I can feel. She’s off to see the Ministry of Education again tomorrow for another fruitless meeting. I’ll observe Teydin’s HD session in the morning and Gill’s in the afternoon. It’s good for the soul to observe other people doing the job you’re supposed to be doing.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Blobbed in front of the laptop watching Apollo 13 on DVD. For two hours we felt like we were at home. Even a crap DVD would have had the same effect. Being able to mentally escape for a short time is precious. Our movie evening was interrupted with a phone call from Fiona, a fellow Awassa VSO vol. The British embassy had tried to contact all Awassa vols yesterday (but managed to miss us) to see if anyone had information about reported "disturbances" in Awassa. Apparently a couple of schools had been stoned. Yuri and Petra, the two Czech vols with PIN (People In Need, a Czech NGO) were in one of the schools when it was stoned. During yesterday morning I saw a truckload of federal police (the "no mercies" encountered in Addis) brandishing AK47s cruising around Awassa College. This morning we heard a large group of people chanting and shouting. It seems some people belonging to the Sidamo ethnic group want to break away from the SNNPR (Southern Nations, Nationalities and Peoples Region) and form their own region. Ethiopia is a federal state along broadly ethnic lines. The SNNPR, of which Awassa is the capital, is made up of a large number of different groups. There is a VSO plan in the event of trouble. Margaret's house (a VSO vol working for PIN) is the designated safe house where we would all shelter until further instructed. She lives next to the PIN compound where they have satellite TV and a fridge, so there would be compensations! The government are a bit jittery with the trials of the oppostion leaders taking place in Addis at the moment. "Disturbances" are not uncommon and usually amount to nothing.
We have water again!!!! We now know that water is only supplied to Awassa every three days. This compound has a water tank, so our supply has appeared to us to be continuous. With our weekend of frenzied cleaning we managed to empty the tank. Our wasteful Ferenji attitude to water has now rapidly changed. We keep waste water in a bucket to flush the toilet with and from now on we "shower" with a couple of jugfulls of water. My habit in the UK of relaxing in a long hot shower, is a distant memory.
Tomorrow I'll be hanging out with Margaret and Petra at PIN, observing what they do with teachers. Should be interesting.
Monday, March 13, 2006
Oh dear. Not an easy day. We still have no water and we spent the day at a Higher Diploma workshop at
My already bad mood due to the water issue was made worse by realising during the day that the Higher Diploma Programme (HDP) is trying to solve a big problem in the wrong order. Ethiopian education is crippled by out-of-date teaching, large class sizes (can be 100 or more), low motivation and very poor status. Remember, 1st cycle primary teachers (Grades 1 to 4) are people who achieved the least at school and leave after Grade 10. 2nd cycle primary teachers (Grades 5 to 8) come next. People who do well in Grade 10 go on to do Grades 11 &12, and then do a degree and become secondary teachers (Grades 9 to 12). You do not choose to be a teacher here – you are assigned. Nobody wants to be a 1st cycle teacher and primary teachers are looked down upon compared to secondary. The need then (as I see it) is for a programme on modern teaching methods aimed at teachers rather than teacher trainers. The HDP benefits none of the current teachers in
I’ve spent a lot of today feeling angry, frustrated and a bit despairing at the state of things here. Low motivation and obstructive bureaucracy are everywhere. The badly run workshop, which actually failed in its key aim of agreeing standardised ways of assessing candidates work, and a growing feeling that this programme is fighting the wrong problem have left me feeling cynical and pessimistic. All this and I’m participating in a workshop about a course I officially have no role in due to a combined college & VSO screw-up! The second half of the workshop follows tomorrow. Highlight of the day will undoubtedly be free lunch at Pinna Hotel.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Even more exciting than spending the day splashing disinfectant around, was being taught by our landlord, Fasil, and his sisters how to make proper coffee the Ethiopian way. The process starts with washing raw coffee beans, roasting them in a clay pan over a charcoal fire, grinding them in a special pestle and mortar and then boiling up the ground beans in a clay coffee pot called a jubuna. The resulting brew, even though it had been made by a Ferenji amateur, was coffee far superior to ANYTHING you can get at home. The quality of the beans is important of course (Ethiopian coffee is probably the nest in the world) but making a drink by hand, starting with the raw ingredients is incredibly satisfying. Perhaps the really important part is the hanging around together and chatting. We spent nearly two hours making and drinking coffee. In exchange for such an enriching experience, we exposed our Ethiopian family to the jar of instant coffee left behind by Bruno. Curiosity got the better of them and they tried it, despite my warnings. Needless to say, instant coffee will not become a popular product in this country. Quite right too.
Friday, March 10, 2006
All Ethiopians understand that the only chance they have of living a reasonable life is through being highly educated. Even then, their choices are very limited. Most physics graduates end up as school teachers because there are no jobs for their skills. I keep being reminded that the majority of people here do not have choices of what they do with their lives. Most people in teaching are not there through choice. My life in the UK is a life full of choices and opportunities. Most of the time, I’m either not aware of the choices I have available or I take them all for granted. Today I feel angry. There are so many problems here. Government inefficiency is just one of many.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Perhaps my morning walks up Tabor Hill might not always be the sanctuary I’ve become used to. Yesterday morning I bumped into two men who turned out to be students at
Today I decided to get up at 4.50am to go for a run. Yes, that's early but I wanted to watch sunrise from Tabor Hill and have a run without hassle.
The afternoon was spent at Gill’s college observing her deliver her first session as a HDL. The session was very good and I felt envious of her doing something constructive. Debriefing took place over mango juice at Pinna Café, which is fast becoming my regular haunt. I think the staff must assume I’m some rich Ferenji on holiday as I’m there every day.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
A lazy Sunday
Most of the rest of the day has been spent pottering around the house and reading. Finished "The Oddyssey" which was sent to me by an inspired friend. For a classic work of western literature, the ancient greeks seemed a little pre-occupied with sex and feasting on large quantities of food.
So far...
Boredom, anxiety and frustration are the themes of the previous week or so. Every day is a learning experience about being a volunteer in a developing country. Last Monday I visited Awassa College and met the Dean (who I had spent time with at a VSO workshop in Addis the week before) only to discover that he was no longer the Dean, having been replaced that morning by the Vice Dean. The Vice Dean is what is described by all as a “political” appointee i.e. selected by the government. The now-previous Dean introduced me to one of the Ethiopian Higher Diploma Leaders (HDL) I was supposed to be working with. Once the Ethiopian HDL got over his surprise (he didn’t know anything about me) he showed me round the college and then told me the two Higher Diploma groups had been merged into one. Given there is already a Western volunteer from an American organisation called IFESH working as a HDL, and two Ethiopian HDLs, it was immediately obvious I would not be needed. Finally in the afternoon I got to meet the new Dean. He had spent the previous three months in Addis (getting up to date with “government policies”) and had drawn up the original request for a VSO vol back in the summer. Somewhere along the way, the college circumstances changed and they didn’t update VSO (although I’m not convinced that VSO are blameless). After consulting with VSO I was told to be patient until the education team can sort it out.
The cavalry from VSO arrived on Monday (in the form of Sewit, my programme manager). She got the Dean to write a new requirement for me, which is a complete non-starter. So, while the organisational wheels turn agonisingly slowly I have spent this week walking, sitting in cafes and developing my patience. I await developments with an ever philosophical attitude.
On the plus side, I’ve had lots of time to explore Awassa. One of the other VSOs showed us a walk up a local hill with panoramic views of the town. It’s also cool and breezy up there and forms the best opportunity for exercise so far. Every morning I climb the hill and sit and contemplate the view. Awassa is amazing to look at. It is much bigger than it feels (approx 90,000 people) and most of it looks like a sprawling village. I’m also getting used to the heat. The first week of afternoons was hell, made worse by food poisoning. Erupting from various orifices while also burning up was a truly character-testing experience (Ian, I know you’re laughing). This week has been better. Even the hassle from locals is not quite as intimidating as it was. Imagine being stared at by nearly everyone you pass from the moment you leave your house. A lot of them shout “you!” or “Ferenji” to get your attention. Most of them just smile and talk when you acknowledge them but some of the kids walk with you hassling for money. Although it’s just driven by curiosity and novelty I can find it hard to keep a sense of humour. Getting annoyed makes it worse so you either acknowledge them or ignore it. Sometimes it’s a laugh. Occasionally it’s charming. Most of the time I crave anonymity.